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I Don't Know How I Feel by CaramelCaprice I Don't Know How I Feel by CaramelCaprice
Vent art, I guess. Lately, I've had such extreme highs and extreme lows.. I don't even know how I should feel. Should I be happy? Should I be upset? I don't know. I guess I'll make the best out of everything, because that's all I know how to do.

Trying to get over stress lately, and I'm doing a bit better in school. I'm also taking Drivers Ed.

Due to sheer laziness, my parents haven't taken my computers, so you better believe I'm enjoying them while I can. |DD

Also: To everyone who sent me notes / comments giving me support lately... Thanks so much. It means so much to me that there are people who look up to me and see me as a strong girl, so I'll continue to be strong. ;w;
Again, thank you. v W v You all are all I could ever ask for.
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s-ir Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
that's really good :squee:
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uchuubranko Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2013  Student General Artist
Hello! :w00t:
Your art has been featured in my M. Features Vol. 3 ! :deviation: [link] :deviation:
Please don't forget to :+fav: and maybe look a bit through it ? :iconiloveit-plz: so that many deviants can see it! :hug:
Keep up the wonderful work! :love:
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Tammylovessweets Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2013  Hobbyist
"I Don't Know How I Feel... About Steve" |DDDDDDDDD
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XxAliceUnknownxX Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2012  Student General Artist
She drew this about Steve.
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CaramelCaprice Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2012
I hate you all


ToT
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XxAliceUnknownxX Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2012  Student General Artist
DON'T DENY UR INNER FEELS GURL
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misskohana Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ahh , I love how you do your backgrounds ! loves *
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Sakura-chan5 Featured By Owner May 27, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Aww, don't be sad. It can always get better, you just have to stick around long enough, and I know you can. Don't be upset, just hope for the best, and enjoy your time. ^^ And this picture is really pretty, I love the colours. And the hair looks really pretty too! :tighthug: :huggle:
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karination14 Featured By Owner May 27, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Wow i wish i was as strong as u , to think that even though ur going through a roller coaster of emotions u can still make something as beautiful as this. <3
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Shane-zero Featured By Owner May 27, 2012
wow she's so beautiful
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Rysicup Featured By Owner May 27, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Beautiful~. Sorry you've been going through rough times. :(
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ForeverChiyo Featured By Owner May 27, 2012  Student Digital Artist
;^; so pretty, I hope you start feeling better, :tighthug: it's always difficult for me when I get stressed because it just makes me more stressed >,<
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sealdust Featured By Owner May 27, 2012  Student General Artist
Hey...
I know how you feel with the not knowing how you feel.
I am asked so many times how I feel, how I am, and all I can think is that I don't even know how I feel.
Stress is difficult, I know because I have these intense anxiety attacks...

I've told you that I've admired your art before though. I knew you when you did pixel art of Kaori, your black haired girl with purple highlights. I remembered that because I also chose the name Kaori for my shugo chara person, though that was way before I saw any of your artwork... I mostly watched youtube videos at the time.

You've heard that people see you as a strong girl, so somewhere, you must know that is true. But you're strong only because you struggle and despite how you may feel, still standing. Your art, as always, is reflective of your character. The eyes symbolise inner turmoil, whilst your strokes indicate reliance on order and reliability. The flowers, hiding the mouth, is reflective of your own uncertainity of your emotions, and your own reluctance to make a decision. Something big is weighing on your mind. The flowers symbolise the clarity you would like to have, whilst the roses indicate that the truth behind why you were masking your emotions was painful. You have much to say, yet you don't know how to express yourself in a way that others will completely understand. You've got big choices to make, choices which you feel will change your future. The flowers on either side of the hair indicate that you rely heavily on balance, and maybe some of the decisions you have to make will make or break some relationships that you have. You feel that you are at a time of your life where you have to decide, and have to decide now, and you haven't made a decision. The arms, raised to cover symbolise an important secret, or something you have to hide.

Um, that's what I see anyway, when I look at this "vent art", which is very beautiful. Maybe I'm reading too far into the situation though.

But, I reckon that if you're able to idenify that you don't know how you feel, you're on the journey to start working out how you feel.

GAMBATTE! Keep fighting!
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radioactiveshake Featured By Owner May 26, 2012
This looks stunning.

It's not my place to say I'm here for you or everything's going to be OK, but I sincerely hope you get through this an even stronger woman. :)
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WolfRaid Featured By Owner May 26, 2012   Traditional Artist
we're always here for you yuki.:huggle:
lets just hope everything turns out ok.
and just relax and try to get the bad stuff out of your head.
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lolita-stocking Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Feel better Yuki. I'm sure the stress will go away soon enough. You can do it!
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BleachMangaAnimeFan Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Student Writer
Wow! This is amazing, just like all your other pictures! And I hope you stay strong, gambare (Go, go!) Yukika-Chan!!
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TwelfthMoon Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Student Digital Artist
This is beautiful~
and stay strong u v u
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Angelgurl3 Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's sooo.. blue :) and anytime you need to talk we will be here for you :heart:~
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Narkissa Featured By Owner May 26, 2012
:pat: Everything's gonna be okay . . .
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KuroneDLC Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Student General Artist
Aw, this is so pretty.

If only we had technology that allowed digital hugs... >;_;)>
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KuroneDLC Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Student General Artist
Damn, my emoticon got messed up. Fuck you, DA.
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Natsukishidesu Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Student General Artist
so amazing. Well i know how you feel. Different mood swings.
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MentiiKunMcMoostache Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I'm taking drivers ed too ; u ;

//hugs/
its okay, nii-sama ~
I hope you have extreme highs from now on ;//u//;
( that sounds weird lol))
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PurinAdri Featured By Owner May 26, 2012
Its amazing *o*
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Rikiwi Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Student General Artist
its amazing :D beautiful art as always
im srry your not having the life you deserve
hope it goes better from he on out
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CaramelCaprice Featured By Owner May 26, 2012
Thank youuu TuT ~
No noo my life is fine. v U v Atleast it's not worse
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Rikiwi Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Student General Artist
Ok thats good ;v;
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Kendira Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow, it's amaziiiiiiiiiiiiiiinng!!!!! :iconla-plz:
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CaramelCaprice Featured By Owner May 26, 2012
Thanks so much~ ;u;
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Kendira Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Ur welcome, my dear :iconspazhugplz:
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